i'm not finishing year 12 like i was planning to. because of reasons i don't wish to share online.
i'm currently searching for a job, so then i'll be able to pay for the graphic design tafe course i wish to do, but also save up for a trip to america to see a special someone. he knows who he is<3.

the decision of me not finishing school was finalised over the weekend, so i can't even give my friends a proper goodbye. although, they rang me while they were at school, asking what on earth was going on. at least they haven't forgotten me. i wont be able to see them very often, considering i'm like 100km's from them

i don't know whether to be upset or sad at the moment. it's a fresh start. it could make or break me. currently it's breaking me, because basically what all young teenagers with no brains think about is "oh my god! my friends! *squeals*"
but techinically, i'm not like that. i want to put my best foot forward and enter the dangerous world.